Tuesday, March 23, 2010, 11:06 PM

no,i am not ok.
i am exhausted.
life is exhausting.
loving people is exhausting.
and thinking you've lost someone you love?



well,that's the most exhausting of all.

-asyraf

my fork in the road

i came.i saw.i wanted to conquer.for good reasons.but you didn't even give me the chance.don't say i didn't try.don't say i didn't wait.i tried.i waited.not days,not weeks,not months.but years.i doubt you even noticed.if you did,you obviously didn't care.it is time i get closure.you're not worth my time.you're not worth my money.you're not worth my investment.unless you convince me otherwise.i am still willing but i've got my limits too.

-asyraf

Wednesday, March 17, 2010, 3:28 PM
to whom it may concern;what i want you to know

What i want,is for you to not be scared to try again
What i want,is for you to not change the way you are
What i want,is for you to rest upon a chance
What i want,is for you to give us a chance
What i want,is for you to know that i've been fighting for a chance
What i want,is for you to mend
What i want,is for you to take my hand
What i want,is for you to be on the top of the world
What i want,is for you to let me help you get there
What i want,is for you to know this isn't the end
What i want,is for you to know that i will never stop
What i want,is for you to forget
What i want,is for you to know i'm here now
What i want,is for you to know i have always been and always will be
What i want,is the best for you
What i want,simply,is you.

Sunday, March 14, 2010, 10:43 PM

Let's talk about one,
You gotta hear me out
Do you really want to be the last to know
what it's all about
Let's talk about who you say
Is the essence of your life
But he'll eat you up from inside slow
And then he doesn't wanna know

Listen, I mean it
There's nothing that he's worthy of
He's just another player
I've seen enough, now this must come to an end

Tuesday, March 9, 2010, 3:45 PM
All Night Dance Parties In The Underground Palace;

Beautiful you know you leave me breathless when
You fall into my eyes
My heart belongs to you my angel
There is just no reason for you to let
Life bring you down
Please come with me and let me show you

I know that at times it may be hard
To let go of yourself
Baby girl tonight leave your cares behind
Because it's time to celebrate
All night long I'll sing and dance with you
My sweet princess only if you trust in this...
Take my hand and follow me
I will sweep you
(I will sweep you)
Off of your feet
All night long I will sing and dance with you

Everytime I look at you I can't believe
How Magical you are
The stars belong to you my angel
Run away with me into a world where time
Seems to not exist
The smile on my face will show you

I know that at times it may be hard
To let go of yourself
Baby girl tonight leave your cares behind
Because it's time to celebrate
All night long I'll sing and dance with you
My sweet princess only if you trust in this...
Take my hand and follow me
I will sweep you
(I will sweep you)
Off of your feet
This night will only end when we stop
Dancing

My sweet princess
I will sing and dance with you
(All night long)
The stars, they belong, to you My Angel

All night long I'll sing and dance with you
My sweet princess only if you trust in this...
Take my hand and follow me
I will sweep you
(I will sweep you)
Off of your feet
This night will only end when we stop

In Her Tomb By The Sounding Sea


So I'm thinking we should maybe just run away from here.
With no plan of coming back.
We can stay away forever, our anguished love will be all we have.
And I will save your life.
It's happening again, it's happening again.
I won't watch you die.
It's happening again, it's happening again.

I can see it's not the first time you have come and taken her from me.
Rest assured it's not the last time, I'm going to set you free.
You took her once, shame on you.
You took her twice, shame on me.

Whisper softly and tell me you love me.
I'm losing you, I don't know what to do.
Please forgive me and know that I am sorry.
I'm losing you, I don't know what to do.
Trapped inside a memory, I'm falling apart.

Do you realize it's over?
There's no chance of leaving here alive.
You don't realize what you're saying, without me you can't survive.
You took her once, shame on you.
You took her twice, shame on me.

Whisper softly and tell me you love me.
I'm losing you, I don't know what to do.
Please forgive me and know that I am sorry.
I'm losing you, I don't know what to do.
Trapped inside a memory, I've lost it all.

I'm falling apart, you've ripped out my heart.
I'm falling apart, I don't know where to start.
I don't want to go, it's happening again, it's happening again
But I can't let it show, I'll be with her again, together till the end.
If I have to go, it's happening again, it's happening again
I'll be damned if I'm alone, I'll be with her again.

Whisper softly and tell me you love me.
I'm losing you, I don't know what to do.
Please forgive me and know that I am sorry.
I'm losing you, I don't know what to do.
Trapped inside a memory, I'm falling apart.
I've lost it all.


it's not the first time you have taken away from me
you took her from me once,shame on you
if i let you take her from me twice,shame on me
oh and i'll kill you too

on a side note,i don't know how long i can keep it from you
i'm bursting to let you know
honestly,i'm about to break
i'm falling apart
i'm standing closer to the edge than i should be allowed

-asyraf